The part I didn't say

So I was totally afraid to jinx myself earlier so I refrained from daring to say I've been feeling almost back to normal.

I worked back to back this week and while I am tired, I am not dragging my ass and having to ask for help to finish the job.

I still get really dizzy and suffer from vertigo really badly. However a few non-drowsy dramamine and I'm better.

I do wear out easier than normal still. I really thought I'd screwed myself up last week when I was gogogogogogogog all week, but I rested all day Sunday. I still have a really full week this week and it could all land on it's face tonight, but so far so good.

I never know what to say when people ask me how I'm doing. Right NOW? This second? Or in general? Because that scale is HUGE.

I am really having the hardest time with the pulmonary hypertension. I'm REALLY hoping (though unlikely) that it will pass to at LEAST some degree. I can control it with blood thinners but I am still having trouble with lung bleeding. Damned if I do, Damned if I don't.